"i {don't} feel pretty"

i want to feel pretty again.

there was a time about 3 months ago when I had myself convinced I was beautiful.

this did miracles for my confidence.... in everything I did...

then. i got a boyfriend.

he told me i was beautiful, and i believed him... but i think, perhaps, that hearing it all the time made me rely on his saying it, and no longer found it in myself.

now, i have no such boyfriend and i just don't see it.

even on days when i try to bring it out and enhance it with make up, cute clothes and doing my hair

i'm hoping the sunshine and the affect it has on my skin (TANNESS!) will help me see it again.

til then. mmph. :(